Merry Christmas 2004

Hi Everyone, This is a weird Christmas message from a weird person.

When I was young I dreamed of a magic pencil that would help me do my homework. I dreamed of going places and doing things I read about in books.

Now I have no dreams. I just work.

If I work well enough and hard enough maybe somehow I can assist some of your dreams in coming true. Each of you do a great job for us. You work hard and have great attitudes. You work without supervision and take responsibility for your actions. You do not blame others for your mistakes. You work extra on weekdays and many of you work weekends too. Over time, together we may do okay. I hope so.

I saw the homeless man that walks near our warehouse. I am distant. I am afraid to get involved. Something happened. Somehow I got better and gave $40. He said, "wow", just like a human might. I felt a little better just like a human might, even a human with no dreams.

My ideas are so farfetched that I must stay away from children now. If they listened they might not be fit for life as we know it. I like coffee in the morning, pure water, healthy food, warmth and you. Lies, ignorance, violence, stuff, goofing off, lack of purpose I have lost my taste for. I keep to myself. I am unfit for human contact.

My ideas are so farfetched that I must stay away from children now. If they listened they might not be fit for life as we know it. I like coffee in the morning, pure water, healthy food, warmth and you. Lies, ignorance, violence, stuff, goofing off, lack of purpose I have lost my taste for. I keep to myself. I am unfit for human contact.

Merry Christmas.